Revelations, Great Learning, Gratitudes!
Today I have begun once more my long-held greatest ambition, great dream, my quest, my adventure of learning EVERYTHING there is to learn!
I am probably very overdrawn right now! But actually what I'm seeing and feeling is that if I keep devoting my time to learning from the free texts that I have in my home - my own and my family's extensive pre-existing book collections - and on the internet, then I will be very very happy and not spending money on shopping!!
I do still want to buy fabric to turn my favourite 11 year old top into a T-Shirt dress though with rainbows, sequins a wavy/curly tiered skirt and my own mandala design...I could Indian-style all my vests with heart mandalas and sequins...
Anyway back to the learning goal... Mind you hang on, embroidery, haberdashery - they're learning curves too! Learning new sewing techniques!
Language
I found an AMAZING website dedicated to the evolution of language. I CANNOT thank the creator Lawrence Lo enough!
It's so gracious, so benevolent and kind to put all that knowledge out there in a friendly (very important in a world where healing academic arrogance has been happening), easy to read and so easy to search through, see and compare format!
I could easily trace the history of the letters of my own name, phenomenally, back to letters borrowed from Egyptian hieroglyphs!
It is so cool that the first letter of my name comes directly (almost) from an Egyptian picture of a snake! (I have had to really understand and heal the snake in me, and I am a moon -in-Scorpio. The Native American correspondent for Scorpio is the snake, I believe).
I also love that the letter M links to that zig zag picture of water! Since my teens I have often seen the letter M as blue! In Music, Mozart, Matt, Maths, Mouth, perhaps Mother...Ok it started when we had a blue textbook for music but if my subconscious had disliked the correlation back then, it might have rejected it! Maybe...
My goal, as once proudly told to the primary conductor Lionel Friend at Birmingham Conservatoire, has long been to learn every language in the world. I abandoned this in motherhood, stuck at home all the time, but actually, it's crazy, but I think I just might do it!
I think I actually could achieve it! If I live to... 80 or 100. Maybe even sooner! Of course, there are many dead languages. Languages we've yet to discover, or interpret.
So far I have French, intermediate Japanese and German, beginners' Spanish, Italian, Latin, Polish, Finnish, Urdu... I feel confident that my Finnish and German will improve soon - I have lots of German resources gathered right now! One day I'll learn more Russian and definitely more Urdu, translating to Hindi and Arabic. I have recently been revising and extending my knowledge of Japanese too. One day I shall learn Chinese too! And I have to learn Korean for when I can finally afford to visit dear old Dean! I do want to learn Gaelic, Welsh and Manx...Belgian...Hungarian...
Physics
I finally bought Brian Cox's the Quantum Universe! I am so happy and am so looking forward to reading it and to catching up on his programmes on iPlayer/You Tube if I can find them!
I really want to master Physics. Particularly Quantum Physics and anything that helps me learn the scientific evidence or names for chakras, the levels of the aura, where they exist (in a temporary or permanent dimension? A dimension where we create them or do they actually exist in this dimension as permanent fields of energy?)
Where do the spirit guides and angels come from? Where do they live? Are they in physical form somewhere in the universe, projecting or communicating telepathically? Or are they floating around? Do they exist in a more constant state, as they are telling me now, some beings who are talking to me are telling me that they co exist with their friends and colleagues happily in another dimension?
I am beginning, slowly, to believe that they may not have physical bodies in current existence, unless some of the guides or companions are coma patients who travel. I like that idea and have done for years.
I'm not bats. I firmly know only one thing in this area - that beings talk to me and help me daily, have done for at least 5 years. I know for definite that a lot of, if not all, the communication I receive is from them - I really don't believe that my unconscious brain can create unique conversations or communications to my conscious self, while I am already totally focused on another task, on its own!
Maybe others can train their brain to do that but not me - purely because I don't want to.
I do often get a phenomena where my worries and fears or other thoughts are echoed back to me. The guides precipitate this but I realised that hearing my own negative thoughts echoed back wasn't helpful so I asked the guides to stop teaching me that way and eventually they did.
This coincided with me learning on the earth plane that teaching a child through negative example was spiritually wrong and not helpful, emotionally and mentally unhelpful and damaging.
Example, a child grabs a toy. The parent grabs the toy back saying, 'I'll grab from you and see how you like it!' This is a common parenting technique from my hometown and probably elsewhere but it doesn't work in the long run unless you do it playfully, as a joke, pretending to be a baby for example and making baby noises and the child finds it funny.
Over and out now it's late, I'm losing my trail of thought!!!
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